bye LoLa..

i don't reaLLy know where to start..i feeL Like crying but i can't..aLot of things are going through my mind right now..wanted to say/write aLot of things 'bout how i feeL at this moment but it's way too personaL for anyone to read..i just feeL so Low eversince my grandma died Last monday..can't wait for tita dada and tita cora to come home..i just wanted to be around my famiLy..i can't seem to bring up the news with my friends..i just can't bring myseLf to answer their questions on what and how it happened..i just don't feeL Like doing anything at aLL!!! ♀